I meant what I said (p)

Yes I know, I'm easy,
but I won't do that.
I thought you understood,
I thought you knew.
I thought you had some
vague idea
of how I feel about you.
I felt you knew
that I was growing too,
and that I wasn't going to be the giver
all the time
anymore.
I said what I meant
and
I meant what I said;
giving for giving
else I'll be dead


to you.